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[May. 16th, 2009|02:22 pm] |
I realise the people who make you weaker also makes you stronger.
Is just weird.
Everyone around me is just weird.
they have no life.
they really dont.
But im taking it lightly because criticisms make me stronger too.
i dont know. life is not getting any better by the way.
but SHIT happens all the time
so whatever.
i will get through this year even if i dislike it so much. |
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[May. 14th, 2009|06:50 pm] |
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today was such a fucking bad day for me.
you know why.
all thanks to this friend. uh wait i wouldnt call her a friend.
Just a CLASSMATE.
Today we were suppose to hand up our media portfolio.
& since i have already told her that my file was so neatly filed, she should go ask someone else.
Maybe i would call myself unlucky, cause most of my groupmates didnt have the full version of our evaluation.
she took my file and messed it up.
& btw i took freaking 15 minutes to file it so nicely.
when she came back, my papers were all over the place.
After that i checked my file and i realise i missed out written script.
so i decided to photocopy from her(surprisingly)
she willingly volunteered to help me photocopy but when i was with her, she was talking to my fellow classmates in the library.
i was so shocked - as what jenna says - she is capable of doing all this crap, i totally believed her.
&she also lied to me. she told me she had no money to help me photocopy my missing pages but i saw her at the 4th level cafe eating!
you know how bullshit that is!
& im also fucking sway cause for radio broadcasting im with her!
thanks to kathy im stuck with her-i know omg.
anyway i have less job to do since she wanna be the first announcer- sure i let her be.
i will just need to do my advertisements, quotes of the day and jokes.
simple.
i wont ever lend you my stuff already.
is your problem , you go solve it on your own.
if your printer got no ink , go get a ink cartridge lah.
gosh.
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[May. 7th, 2009|06:06 pm] |
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turning back the clock is never easy.
the clock has to move on.
we have to face it (whats around us)
we can never run away with it. Face it and Live with it.
Things will be the same if only we change for the better.
Look forward to everything thats coming to us.
Running away from it will never be solved.
If things can be the same again, i won't be on this stage now. |
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[Apr. 17th, 2009|11:00 pm] |
My world is crashing down slowly.
I dont know whats wrong with people whom i was once close with, they are turning from friends to strangers. Soon each and everyone of them would soon be gone in my life.
Isit acturlly worth it losing them?
I have no comments. I hate the feeling of people coming and going in my life.
I have to thank patricia, junying,weijie and chelsy for listening to me rant these few days.
Well i hate being a burden to you 3 . I really hate it.
But i have to let it out somehow. I do not want to keep it unspoken, it would hurt me even more.
I believe in the thing called karma.
This world is full of evil people who are proud & wants to create trouble.
i hope i would get through it soon.
im scared.
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[Apr. 15th, 2009|06:27 pm] |
bitch, stop thinking that your the best.
i dont give a damn if your a councillor anot.
i bet many others dont even know your a councillor too.
so stop saying that many people are talking about me- is pure bullshit.
because i do have other friends and supporters too.
by the way, i dont care if you hate me or not.
the fact that you assume that i told the class about amanda and____
is such a lie,
maybe i have forgotten about what i said, but you dont have to be fucking sensitive by saying that you would side the school instead of me.
in fact i dont need you to side me. well you can laugh and mock at me and talk crap about me.
i dont give a shit cause i am immune to it for so many years. this is nothing to me. your the one kicking a big fuss about it.
besides have you heard of karma?
if you talked bad about others, it would come back to you in the end.
sorry to say, please set a good example as a councillor-so if you wanna bitch, go ahead.
being a councillor is just one step higher than a student , other than that- your STILL A STUDENT.
Anyway my main focus to go to school is to do well and get good grades so that i can get into a good uni.
So whatever has happens, i would move on no matter what.
if you do not believe im telling the truth and you trust others, go ahead.
it shows that you lack of trust in our friendship.
now i know why the word trust is not found in a friend's dictionary.
i've seen the true colours of you.
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pissed off